i'm getting sick. well done christine, well done.

i wouldn't really mind if my OP wasn't an issue.

when i get sick, i lose my voice. that's right.

that's a laugh. imagine presenting with a low barely be able to be heard voice? or worse, NO voice?

on a lighter note, i passed grade 7. not fantastic but since it was cos i didn't do well on the supporting tests, i guess i have the confidence to go to grade 8. does that mean a new piano for me? mum's not really willing to spend 3k on a clarinova but perhaps a suzuki... which is also an electronic piano but isn't yamaha brand like the clarinova. can't believe you pay almost double for a brand. actually, i can. but my house's only got space for one piano so i might have to get rid of my 13 year old yamaha normal piano. worried that i might regret throwing or giving it away. electronic piano and normal one might have slight differences that might affect my playing, especially in the exams. but then again, my old piano was actually meant for lower grade... so it may be high time to have a new one.

i just don't know.

oh man... these last few days have been killer. i've been nursing a stupid headache that doesn't seem to go away and sleep only seems to make the pain even more killer. it's not as if i've been keeping late nights. i just feel so tired but no amount of rest seems to make it better. stress? not again, no way...